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My Journey As A Scroll Saw Pattern Designer #366: Still Finishing Up

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Blog entry by Sheila Landry (scrollgirl) posted 1176 days ago 2362 reads 0 times favorited 3 comments Add to Favorites Watch
« Part 365: The Finish Line is In Sight Part 366 of My Journey As A Scroll Saw Pattern Designer series Part 367: Done! »

Well, I am still finishing up some things on that skating pond pattern. I know, I know! You are probably all quite tired of hearing about it. Imagine what I am feeling with working on it so long!

I made the stands for the figures yesterday and did a final going over of all the paint. I did any necessary touch ups and applied several coats of clear matte spray over them. They do look nice.

I went to pick up the mail, and there in my mailbox was the current catalog from the Artists Club. In looking through it and all its cute and fun painting ideas, I couldn’t help but think that in a couple of months I will see my own work in there. Why does it terrify me so?

I truly don’t get it. I have been working with Creative Woodworks for about 15 years now. I have had hundreds of project published not only with them, but with a handful of other publications also. I am not understanding why this is so different.

In trying to think this through, I am thinking that it is a combination of things that make me feel this way. I don’t think it is all because I lack self-confidence. I do like this project or I wouldn’t have sought so hard to get it out there so people could see it. Perhaps it is because I look at all the names of the “famous” painting pattern designers who are represented in that catalog – many with whom I have learned to paint by using their patterns – and I am a bit star struck to be in their company. Another thing that may be contributing to the anxiety that I feel is all the prior obstacles that I have had with this project over the last year and a half. It has been a series of ups and downs and there is a small part inside of me that is a bit a afraid to get my hopes up about it. I suppose it is a defense mechanism on my part.

Part of me feels that if mistakes are made, it will ruin my chances to have future projects considered by this company. I really like this part of my work and want to continue in this direction too. Another part of me feels that I DID cover the bases and I am giving them a complete package that hopefully the public will enjoy. I can spend a month thinking of the pros and cons I suppose.

Yesterday when I was going over the final check of the pieces, I noticed that I didn’t paint the side of the upper arm of one of the skaters. What the heck is that and how did I miss it? When you paint figures like this, you typically wrap the color around so that the sides match the front of the piece, and here I not only base coated the piece, but all the shading and finishing painting was done and the one area had raw wood looking out at me. YIKES! What’s that all about?

It was easy enough to fix, mind you, but had I not been so paranoid and re-checked everything, it may have gotten by me. It made me go over everything once again and make sure everything was just so.

I then cut the smaller pond out and was ready to finish it, but in looking at it, I decided that it wasn’t big enough. I initially wanted it to fit in an envelope that would fit a normal size piece of paper, but it just seemed too small and crowded. I wound up re-cutting it and it will be slightly bigger. Then I thought about it and wondered again why I was so set on that size. Envelopes come in all sizes and it shouldn’t be a problem to find packaging that fits. I think I just have to relax.

The packet will be written and finished up by today. I want to take a final set of pictures too before I glue the pieces to the stands. At least making the stands went smoothly and without incident. :)

I apologize for going on about this project. As you can see, it has kind of consumed me for some strange reason. In many ways, it is one of the most difficult things that I have accomplished. I feel as if I have never been published before and it reminds me of when I just started out.

Perhaps it is a good thing to go through this. In order to grow as a designer and an artist, we all need to get out of our comfort zone and try something new. I am certainly out of my comfort zone here and it has reminded me of what the many others who are submitting for the first time must feel. It is quite a reality check.

But I am ‘almost there’. The box WILL go out on Monday and I will get on with new and exciting designs and the world will be good again. Once it is on its way, it will be out of my hands and I will let what will happen, happen. It does anyway. Whether the project fails or succeeds, at least I will know in my heart that I gave it my best shot. And isn’t that all that any of us could do? The rest will be up to fate.

Have a great day everyone.

-- Designer/Artist/Teacher. Owner of Sheila Landry Designs (http://www.sheilalandrydesigns.com) Scroll saw, wood working and painting patterns and surfaces. "Knowledge is Power"



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#1 posted 1176 days ago

ok sheila, listen close now…you need help…your in spaz overload…you need another vacation…go to the beach..take a bucket and little shovel..and make some castles…build a sand castle city….nope that wont work, you will want to make a wooden set out of it…yikes..i dont know if there is a cure…..LOL…you just might be stuck in that i want it to be perfect world….lol..you will be alright…the pond project is your big baby, and you probably wont have peace until it launches and you see what it will do…so us who love and support you will be along for this ride too…until then…lets have some hot chocolate and cookies…and maybe some pizza…and then some lasagna…lol…can you see where this is going…until then…have a great day…grizz

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Sheila Landry (scrollgirl)

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#2 posted 1176 days ago

Aww, Grizz!!! Thanks! (((HUGS))))

-- Designer/Artist/Teacher. Owner of Sheila Landry Designs (http://www.sheilalandrydesigns.com) Scroll saw, wood working and painting patterns and surfaces. "Knowledge is Power"

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William

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#3 posted 1175 days ago

Almost there?
Almost there?
Almost there is the story of art everywhere. I have often found myself when blogging the build of some projects debating whether or not to even post some daily installments because there just isn’t too much to show when I’m almost there. So I know what you mean. You begin a project. There gets to a point where it seems things just fly by. Then you get to that almost there stage. It is this stage where things low down to a crawl. Now, for the person doing the project, it’s business as usual. For others though, they may try to figure out if you’ve gone to sleep or something. It’s those final touches that make a project. It takes time to get them just right. Until they are just right though, then the project just isn’t right.
Then eventually though, it will all work out just right. You’ll be able to step back, look at it, and declare, DONE! Then, and only then, will you be happy with it. This is the madness that goes on when one is trying to create art.
So do not fret Sheila. By being almost there so much, you are proving yourself as the artist that you are.
I hope you do the same thing I like to do though. When I go from almost there, to done, I like to admire. When it is finally done, before I share photos with the rest of the workd, I take time to drink it in. I fix me a cup of coffe. I light me a smoke. Then I sit down and just take in the work that I have completed. After my coffee is drank, my cigarette smoked, and the smile is there, then it is truly time to share it with the rest of the world.
Then I start fretting over the next project.
And the whole mess starts all over again.
Till,
it’s almost there.

-- http://wddsrfinewoodworks.blogspot.com/

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