|Project by Kaleb the Swede||posted 04-27-2014 09:13 PM||4836 views||1 time favorited||72 comments|
My wife and I were blessed to be told 8 months ago that we were going to have twins. We were ecstatic. The boys were growing every ultrasound we had. I teach high school guitar and orchestra for a living, so on Monday march 17th we had a snow day. That day also my wife had an ultrasound. Fortunately I was home and took her. The ultrasound technician saw that our one boys heart wasn’t beating. So we were immediately rushed across the street to have an emergency c-section. We were to have identical boys Espen and Eskil.
Eskil passed a few hours before in the morning. He never got the chance to breathe our air. Espen lived and he is home with us now.
Bittersweet is the only word to describe this. I have never been a father before and it is definitely a new and exciting experience. We still grieve for Eskil, but live in hope that we will see him again. We spread his ashes near our home in the Delaware bay so we can go and think about him. The box is to hold the small things that he had at the hospital.
Materials are white oak, of which I used for their changing table, and bubinga, which I bought s piece of and never figured out what to do with, and am glad I saved. It is partially from plans that I found in a book. (Forgive me as I never really work from plans). The finish is Danish oil rubbed with a brown paper bag, which happily made it smooth as silk.
You who are parents hug your children tonight and thank god for them every day.
Thank you for looking.
-- Just trying to build something beautiful