The greatest man I ever knew, I buried yesterday. My husband. We went to the cabin last Friday to see how bad the flood was. It was bad. The worst we ever seen. But its not our home. We are okay with that. The river went inside and flooded the bottom half to the ceiling and upstairs almost 4 feet. We went out to see what we could save last week on Friday. Came home with a lot and had plans to go back Saturday to get more. I saved a lot that day. But I couldn’t save my husband. He had a massive heart attack when he went to bed. Today my kids brought home all the flowers from the funeral home. I did nothing today but hang out with flowers. I pulled some form the huge arraignments and hung them to dry on the ladder I had him pull from the river this summer. When I seen the ladder coming down the river, I asked him to grab it. He didn’t want to but he did. I wanted to put it against our shed and plant a vine on it, but I knew he didn’t like the ladder. I did decorate it for Christmas this year and had it against the shed. It was pretty. Now its back in my house with his flowers hanging to dry. I think he might like my ladder now. Honestly I think he liked it from day one, just wouldn’t admit it.